December 2, 2007
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I realize almost every entry written within the past two months has been a private post. This causes me to question whether I have become a more private person or my behaviors are becoming more taboo. How amazing it seems that one can only be open with the world when they are untouched by it. Either way, it appears I am becoming deeper or darker.
Observing past posts, I am floored by how in love I was with people, how intellectual I appeared. I long to adore the general public once more, and I crave the drive to thrust myself into mentally stimulating pursuits.
But frankly, I
am
tired.
I fear crawling into a collapsing tunnel by drawing focus to myself. I need rest and stimulation of my choosing, but currently this seems a large task. I need something new... a bigger adventure to undertake or a period of recoup. However, reality barks loudly: I need to work over break. Yikes.
*Note: this is the longest entry in about four months, as far as you know, dear reader.*
Comments (2)
Daniellleeee,
WHERE have you been? I feel like I have not seen you or heard from you in 9 years! I miss you. You should probably get out of that tunnel and make an appearance soon.
I liked this post.
You can write well my friend.
Keep writing I love reading your posts.
I miss you <3
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