Check it out.  For me.

Today I am in a state of mild obsession.  I cannot remove myself from the internet at the present moment, or spending money for that matter.  I almost worry myself as I am somewhat concerned for my financial habits. 

Yes, I have had some horrible situations not caused by my own actions thrust into my life, but I know how to dig myself a deep financial pit.  Once I was able to paid my way to Europe, everything under three thousand dollars is fair game (which is a fancy way to say justified spending).  I need to get a grip before I cannot eat or pay rent.  My mother has been there, and unfortunately refused to share her struggle with my brother and I, which I fear will aid in our ruin.  We want to be hospitable, to give, to live with full stomachs and nice things....  I need help. :